I have a warning about this post upfront. I will have been writing this over a few weeks time before it is actually posted and made public. There are some events that need to happen before I feel like publishing. I think you will see and understand after I finish.
In the middle of April I turned in my retirement papers to the state of California. I will no longer be teaching at the high school. Thirty years at the high school I "graduated" from, 31 total teaching. I feel like getting a shirt that says, "Finally Graduating!" It's time. Once for a kick I wrote down all of the different classes I've taught and the rooms I've lived in on campus. 16 different classes and 13 rooms. Some of the classes don't exist any longer nor some of the classrooms. The former Auto Shop turned into Photo lab with the leaking roof. The portable classrooms, one with faulty wiring that would short out and another with no ventilation that induced lung ailments. What a cross section of time and spaces. The best will always be Room 81 and the Ladies of the English department. I sometimes wonder what it all gained? New teachers see me as the curmudgeon, older teachers are mostly gone, and the administrators I tried to help by being a team player are retired. At the end we don't seem to remember the team players, just the stars. But I still got to put on the uniform and play.
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At this time only a few close friends and family know of our retirement. I have told the principal so he may plan for next year. Couldn't tell if he was relieved to have me gone or truly surprised. Once again, I tried to think of the school rather than keep things quiet and not tell him. Yesterday the principal came by with another form. In addition to the state paperwork, I need to fill out a district retirement form. Done.
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I also found out this week a good Math teacher is leaving for another district. Part, or maybe much, of the decision was the $13,000 raise he will receive, that's over 10%. I know that I didn't go into teaching for money. I know that I make a very good salary compared to most in our poor county. But one can't help but wonder how school district #1 thinks about their employees when nearby district #2 chooses to pay their teachers that much more #1 and doesn't? Or offers a 1% increase while receiving 9.5% new monies? Now you have to trust me when I say I'm retiring not because of a lack of money, but there sure seems to be differences in how districts value people, both teachers and students. As a side note, the superintendent of District #2 mentioned above was just named Administrator of the Year for the county.
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This has not been a good week. I am angry about a few things and retiring is a great thing to do. Great as in let's get out of Dodge before the school burns. Maybe there are stages of grief in retirement, just as in death. I've been sad, nostalgic and now angry. What's next?
I just read on Facebook that another teacher my age in the district is retiring. They posted a picture of themselves turning in their papers. Hooray for them! It is always interesting to see who leaves the district each year. This one was expected, but not this soon.
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The principal announced through email he is taking a position at the district office. This had been rumored for weeks. Including him, the school is looking for eight new employees. Not a welcome task. It will be a new school site next year, a whole different feel with the new employees. I hope a group of someones step up and makes the school great again. Again, another sign it is time.
Recently I told a friend I was retiring. Actually he is on the school board and read it in the agenda. It wasn't supposed to be in the agenda, but to the district's credit it was removed before the meeting. Some people saw the retirement notice and mentioned it. Still mostly on the down-low I hope. The friend was a mentor in my teaching and coaching. He was excited for me and us. Another great adventure unraveling.
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I was just told that my position will have to be "flown," or advertised. This means that it will soon be public that I am retiring. I am not looking forward to this. Tonight we play for the section championship in baseball. Sometime between tonight and early next week I want to tell the baseball team I am retiring from teaching and probably coaching. I think it right and proper to tell of my decision to these young men. I have worked the closest with them this year. Some were expecting to have me in class next year.
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Four days ago we won the section championship. What a strange season it has been. 19 years ago we won the school's fourth championship. Now we added another and another layer of emotions.
I told the players today that I was retiring from teaching, but I'm still the baseball coach. More emotions. They will get over it quickly planning their championship rings. Tomorrow the principal is having a short meeting to announce another teacher and I are retiring. He's been there about 25 years after a career in the Army.
Maureen announced it on some social media and the responses have been great. Now it will be just getting through each day until the end. Maybe the shaved head will help.
Oh, yeah. I agreed to get my head shaved if we won the Valley championship. Tomorrow after school is the day.
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