Big and little, there seems to be too many topics rattling around my head these days. It seems that in the past there wasn't as much to decide upon. I know that isn't true. Maybe it was job related needs that blocked some of the items on the table now. Yesterday was the first baseball game of the year. I know that games would overshadow many thoughts. This is tax season also, but I remember that baseball took precedent over a 1040 and that is why paying for tax preparation became the norm.
Now without a job and bells defining my life, I am overwhelmed with decisions to make. Net Neutrality and potential loss of freedoms. House repairs. Tiny house or no tiny house. Move or stay. Taxes. Water or drought. It seems that my day is spent making decisions.
Maybe it's the area of decisions being decided upon that is the difference. As a teacher I was constantly making decisions. Whom to help. Whom to sternly talk to. How to present a new topic. What to drop from teaching because today is a rally schedule an classes are shorter. During the day I had little time to think about the other topics and questions in my life. I have been blessed that Maureen took care of many of those decisions and actions. Now I have no excuses, and I feel harried. That will evolve I'm sure, but for now the decisions remain to be made.
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